Good evening at the 28th off November, 2024.

 Good evening everyone, 

Today was a nice day in autumn, cloudy but changing with little sunshine every now and then. 

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This morning I called sick from coffee service, I felt a bit off. I feel so low in energy, I had to ask them to clean up after me, and I had to call off the afternoon coffee service. I feel so terribly weak. I just can't do things, even cooking or being out off bed is a lot for me at the moment. I feel too tired to participate in activities. 

I decided to keep Christmas decorations for this year small and integrit. Just a nice table size Christmas tree, and a few handmade ornaments from de Boed. 

I kept it a bit simple, I don't feel like ordinairy, over-done Christmas Jizz. I'm too tired to decorate too much, but decorating the tree and hanging the ornaments was fun. The tree is star- and moon themed, with green accents. It doesn't has to be full size, and you don't have to pay the head price, I just think a table size model does the job these days. And it's a real tree, not fake. (It means I have to water it every often. But let's do that and call it symphathy for the christmas tree.)  I heard they ask in between 600 to 800 euro's for a full size fake Christmas tree these days. Mine was just 9,99 euro's. I think it's legid. 

I have no fancy Christmas lightnings this year, I feel too tired at the moment to hang them. But this ain't so bad either. 

Other than that, I find satisfaction in baking simple loaf cakes from cakemix for de Boed, and serving them on a tray I got for free at the give-away shop. 

It couldn't be more simple when it comes to baking, and some might say 'Your cake reminds me off World War II.' But that's not the intention. It's really ment to enhance moods at evening coffee moments at de Boed. People are so gratefull for ordinairy fresh coffee and fresh cake. It's a delight to make them so happy. The old folks are happy with the simple things in life, singing a song for them, pouring them coffee and serving them cake. I love it. It doesn't has to be more greed driven than that. It's as if they're happy with almost nothing. It's gratefull to live here. 

So, here I am, taking it easy, listening to old songs at my computer, having the intention to cook food since I'm not that well today, (I rock it when I feel well at coffee service. But today 'nothing.' felt like too much) I'm so tired. 

It's funny how I see good old Marilyn Monroe popping up everywhere as a style icon. People see her as attractive still, nowadays. Timeless has a meaning in this era. But it's a bit mentionable since it's thát old, and people see her as thát fresh. She's never been out off style, I think. But these days, she's almost a beauty icon. 

I was about to cook food, but I'm likely to order pizza. I feel too unwell to cook. My head cramps, and I feel a-socially tired. It's almost December, then my advent calendars start. I have two from Essence, and one from Catrice. It's a bit spoiled this year. But I allowed myself. 

Allright, that's about it for now- 

Thank you for reading.