Good evening at the 16th off November, 2024.

 Good evening everyone, 

Today was a grey and gloomy day covered in fallen leaves. 

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Today was for trying at de Boed again, I had called in sick for two days. I felt a bit off. Today I had coffee moments and I baked for Sunday. It's been productive and usefull for a Saturday. I baked stuffed Speculaas, since Sinterklaas entered the Netherlands, and our 'Sinterklaasperiode.' Has officially started today. 

I will share this tomorrow afternoon. It's spiced cookie stuffed with almond paste, and decorated with almonds and eggwash. I smuggled with a package. It's an art to make this from scratch, but that's too expensive during this crisis. It requires fresh cookie spices and a special technique. It will be something for after the crisis. I think my fellow clients and care staff won't mind about it, though. It's perfect weather for this. All gloomy and dark. I couldn't cover my entire top with Speculaas dough, so I tried to fill in the gasp with almonds. haha, I hope that won't be an issue either. Usually the dough from those packages comes spare. I had to roll the bottom out with a rolling pin. I should try a smaller springform. (This is a square springform) but it was about 24 cm on the package, and this is about it. I think they don't mind, but it was a bit off a jigsaw to fill it in.  

I slept little, I start to become a little weary. I get up too early. Around 5.00 AM, and I can't sleep much longer. I start to feel it, also mentally. It happens too often for me to sleep so little. Mental patients need their sleep, and they need a lot off sleep. I have to get out at 8.00 AM for medication, officially. But that happens barely. I also got in quite late. Well I never worry, now that is a lie (- Under the Bridge, Red Hot Chilli Peppers.) I think I will get in early with an 'if necessairy.' extra medication. And my head hurts from voices, it's a bit buisy in my head. I should stop overthinking things. Finally put a dot after it, and end the tale. But it keeps on bugging me. I have been through a lot. It's difficult to forget. And the voices keep on creeping up. 

This is what I'm doing at this moment: I have tea, but this picture is not made on this day, but I have too many tea pot and tea glass pictures on my phone. So it's replacable. I'm having green tea, since it was on a discount and I ordered a stock off it. I love green tea. It's a healthy heart enhancer. And it's good for you when you drink it without sugar, on a regulair base.

My headache is getting too much, I end today's story here. 

Allright, that's about it for now- 

Thank you for reading.