Good morning everyone,
It's softly raining outside.
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I'm sitting here with a pot off tea in front off me. I can't sleep anymore from pain in my chest. The Guardian Angels aren't really biting today. It hurts an awfull lot. It's 04.00 AM, I decided to spend Easter home alone, due to my bed being more comfortable when I have all sorts off pain to deal with. And mom not really being helpfull if I would go there. It's going to become a boring and dry Easter. I'm also recommended not to eat fat foods. I have to take it lightly due to these pains. And now we think it's not my stomach, but maybe a muscle in my chest. I have to call General Practice this morning. It's too much to sanely handle.
To breathe deeply, to cough, to swoon, to laugh deeply- it all hurts too much due to the pain in my chest. It's so deep, it's almost unnatural. I hope it's not a heart attack due to greasy ordered foods. I can't get the clue to it, so I better don't analyze it myself. That would be unthoughtfull.
It's really overwhelmingly big. Just like the headaches, but I got rid off them by drinking enough water. That's how I saved my life with that. Having pain that kills me in my chest is really hurtfull. I don't know how to get rid off it this time. I took painkillers. But I still feel it through medication. It lasts ever since Sunday. It's really time to see the doctors for it.
Allright, that's about it for now-
Thank you for reading.
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