Good morning at the 2nd off February, 2025.

Good morning everyone, 

This morning it's icy cold in the Netherlands. It's been mildly freezing all night. 

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Yesterday was for baking apple tray cake. 

 

The packaging and the eggs where donated by a rich friend. I baked it yesterday for today's afternoon coffee. It's a good idea to bake for Sundays. Usually these packages are pretty easy, but I would like to rank the tray cakes as 3 stars difficult, since you have to follow a lot off steps for them. Most baking packages are simple. Even a kid could do it. But this one is for people who love baking. Like me. And luckily I could lay hand on all the other ingredients. It's done with real cream butter and the raisins came from a donation from fellow clients. 

I got fed up, you could say my morning is wasted on anger. Yoram, you are the one to blame again, you scumbag. You don't care for others feelings and you fool around with women. You cheat and you look like a baboon. A vulgair baboon with fleas and scurvey. You're not handsome at all, and you wish to play women and act all bulked up. Someone should beat your stupid ass for it. If I hear you playing women again, I'm likely to do so myself. One fatal blow and done with your stupidity. But I'm too big off a person, I'm not really likely to do so. I won't go out off my way to beat that stupid asshole up. While he actually deserves it. My morning is wasted on anger... for a psychiatric patient, this could ruin a day. Get over with it? Not in my world. I'm doing too hard for that. I really have 'He deserves to be beaten.' All the time in my head when it comes to him. I have had that for several years. I deserve a medal for not to have done so. Someone should beat him up for me... But they are not likely to do so. 

I decided not to come back after all, it doesn't do bad for me to be honest. It feels much better to be out off there. After 8 years we could say it has been a good idea. I'd rather be here in the backyard than at Castlefest. I should not let that old feeling ruin my day. We have apple crumble tray cake for coffee, and my fellow clients love it. Sometimes I think people are jealouse at this during these expensive times. But most off the time I hear nothing about it. Usually it's no comments about it, I just suspect them to be very jealouse. Maybe simply because they can't get the package to work for them and prepare this. I think things like this are very simple, but maybe they don't think so at all. It's just how you perceive things. How you see it. I think it's simple. Especially with the instructions loud and clear on the back. Just like with most receipes. Easy enough. I think I could start a whole fight with people who claim these sort off things are hard. But I think those are a diffrent category than me. It's not hard in my opinion. And I think anyone should be capable to prepare these packages, easy as they are. Handy as they can come in. This counts for both men and women. But people are so brick simple and easy to anger these days, I should take caution with such a statement. 

Something to end this weblog with, 

A lovely picture off old fashioned houses by the end off the road. This is old Zaandijk, you have them everywhere here, and they lend themselves well for pictures. It's fun photographing them every often when I go out for a walk. They're cute. 

Allright, that's about it for now- 

Thank you for reading.